Decisions for the Determined

Sometimes I feel like nothing is going right

And I just want to stop

Stop everything

It’s like I’m stuck in a path of four crossways

And here I am

Stuck in the middle

Destined to be stuck forever

And always

Just letting the pain absorb me as I fade away

The light is at the far end of the tunnel

But I’m too scared to cross it.

No one knows of the dangers in the darkness

And one must sacrifice everything to find the light

Even if the light is just a small flickering lantern.

We do so much for that light.

Always searching for new ways to achieve happiness when in reality

We’re not

And we feel like we never will be

And I’ll keep hoping and praying that someday I’ll succeed

In this maze called “Life”

The walls are too high

And the water is too deep

And I’m stuck here contemplating everything I can do.

I’m stuck deep in my thoughts when really

I should be acting

Why should I sit here and think when there is a world out there for me to explore?

Maybe if I’m determined I can get it done

Only if I’m really determined

I see the light coming closer

And I feel like I am ready for this.

I’m coming for you, Oh shining light!